Rambling Heart Poet

My poems are ramblings Random depiction of my conscious trying to unravel the unconconscious So do not read Too Far into them For the words hit the page before I’ve had time To contemplate their meanings but if you choose to see more than is there Know you were exactly who i needed you to be but at the…

“Normal”

It was all there White picket fence Double staircase. Weekend road trips And summer vacations The American dream Within my grasp I thought, It was you Yet, that feeling passed but still I long, for something I will Forever miss For in Love There is no such thing as right or wrong and “Normal…” Doesn’t exist

Shrapnel Heart (PTSDreams)

No longer do I pine for a love I thought was mine Although, You showed me, The light Still I cried at night… lamented for another … Tried to pretend Yet, We knew it had to end O’ If Only I’d been true to my heart Never allowed your lips to caress my hips For We knew Our love was merely… Unfortunate Timing

Follow Your Heart

The thing about love is You can’t force it yet sometimes, it takes a push Love is complex but makes sense … It is crazy how naive the heart is Yet can recognize love across a crowded room How I find my mind worryful of it’s next rash move … Love is constant or so…

Fairytale Ending

For a long time I thought love was a fairytale You see, I never, understood it Until I met you I will not cry, over my childhood or make excuses … arranged marriages Don’t happen in America … Yet, I was pushed on any man my family thought would care for me I was told never to…

Eternal Love & Toxicity

This is story a love story of epic proportions but unfortunately I only have the first few paragraphs written… I hope to write more soon but in the mean time please enjoy the excerpt.

Morning Glory

The symbolisms in Morning glories are vast Meaning Eternal Love or possibly Death and rebirth But As I rise Towards the Sun Open up and Let in the light I know the true reason this tiny, yet invasive flower chooses to sleep through the darkness and rise with the sun My once vibrant petals Now dingy and tattered Begin…

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I know you Don’t like when for me to ask you to Be with me But can you Blame me for Wanting to be Your Queen I know it is Not likely But the thought Gives me hope For my venture And I’ve prayed For Someone like you All my Life

The thing is…

I still Love My Husband immensely… The thing is I’m Lost without him Yes, He’s the Monster That haunts my dreams but I remember Who he was before Love completely Killed his heart The thing is I chose to stay even though I knew the consequence I am not a Victim Yet, everyone seems to think I am…

Three Words, Four letters, & Empty Promises.

Would it be okay If I said JUST two words I don’t even need all Three Is it too Soon To admit how I wish for courage to draw the words Then sail them, to your door would it be Dooms Day If I said I pray never to Pang your heart… we need to…

Love/Hate

Tomorrow is a New Page My life Is at a turning point It has been six months since I had the right to see my children Yet, Tomorrow is about More than just that Tomorrow the world will know my truth I will Finally Be Set Free from our past I can move on Become…

The Prayer in Poetry

In Baha’i Faith, They Believe Art is a Form of Prayer So, I cry Out For your Divine Hand Lead me out Dark Pathways Help Me Glow With your Divinity Oh Please, Lord, Take my hand I know you have been guiding me Though, I’m not sure to whom I’m Calling Are you Jesus, God Almighty Allah or Just our…