Self Diagnosis

Never label yourself broken beyond repair claiming yourself a monster and self hatred get you nowhere Trust me, I once believed it too I was lonely and scared but there is a reason they call it self-love And profess It will come once you stop searching For it is easy to get lost in the woods…

Ignorant Love

Please forgive me I knew not Of real Love I was ignorant And careless With your heart And had I known You’d mean This much to me I would have Never agreed To be exclusive For i could Have salvaged Your heart If only I had of waited a little longer Gave us a Little…

Believe 

The more i try To let you go The more I want you You see, I always believed Men only wanted “One thing” Then i found you With eyes Like an ocean I could drown in Their depth You pushed me Against the wall Staired into my soul Then kissed me It was then You…

As Seasons Change

I’ve never been  The girl, who believes In fairytales  But If i did Mine would be  A tradegy  I found love, At 16  But he couldnt stay Obligation and fear Kept him away Yet, It was easy  to hold on No one had Put me on  a pedestal before Even as life Was determined it…

Crossroad

I’m at a crossroad I don’t know Where to turn One road seems Long and treacherous The other full of barracades But beauty lays beyond them both I need to Make a decision But how does One rationalize Matters of the heart So I am Grabbing for your hand Please dont make Me walk Alone

“Hallelujah”

I dreamed of you last night I called to you & you came lead me to our seats as the show started I rest my head on your shoulder whisper “Hallelujah” and kiss your cheek when I woke I was not sad but found joy in knowing what could be

Love Passes by

Light to dim Dim to light Reflections on my window cars pass anxiety rises fears manifest to reality Is tonight the night? If I had of known My last moments with you Were nearing I might  have held you tighter listen intently to each word breathed from your lips Give you every ounce of my…

Life Lessons

You and I were never the kind of lovers Who others told “GET A ROOM” Or the ones Who couldn’t Keep our hands off each other WE Were rarely sweet or romantic We were the couple Who made fun of others When they got attached too quickly And laughed when They blocked each other A month…

Peace, Love & Cuddly Stuff

Have you ever listened to the words of “Hallelujah” It speaks of a love Most of us will never understand Yet, I finally know what he meant For though you’ve given up on me Still You give me hope You See, I felt it once and I know its true I no longer have to settle and neither do you…

Rambling Heart Poet

My poems are ramblings Random depiction of my conscious trying to unravel the unconconscious So do not read Too Far into them For the words hit the page before I’ve had time To contemplate their meanings but if you choose to see more than is there Know you were exactly who i needed you to be but at the…

“Normal”

It was all there White picket fence Double staircase. Weekend road trips And summer vacations The American dream Within my grasp I thought, It was you Yet, that feeling passed but still I long, for something I will Forever miss For in Love There is no such thing as right or wrong and “Normal…” Doesn’t exist

Shrapnel Heart (PTSDreams)

No longer do I pine for a love I thought was mine Although, You showed me, The light Still I cried at night… lamented for another … Tried to pretend Yet, We knew it had to end O’ If Only I’d been true to my heart Never allowed your lips to caress my hips For We knew Our love was merely… Unfortunate Timing