Star-Crossed

I used to think I had to find A prince willing To value only My Love Though no longer Do I need protecting I Made my choices & overlooked The consequences now I must Reap What I sow live my fate To have What I desire For nothing Worth having Comes easy In this journey…

Sorry

I know you think I’m “Full of shit” And really I don’t blame you Im sorry I’ve always learned Life’s Lessons The hard way I’m sorry I wasn’t ready To change That I’m sorry I made you blue I’m sorry I didn’t know what to do I’m sorry please believe My love is True    …

Unrequited Fantasy

Why cant you Be honest Just tell me You dont want me Tell me There is no hope Tell me I blew My chances the silent treatment Isnt working Its obvious You wish me gone But Im still holding on So please just Be honest Tell me You’re moving on

Homeless

Im lossing my home Yet I dont care  For it was lost When you Blocked Me  from your heart while some May say  It was merely Puppy Love I could see us old Still holding each other whispering sweet nothings  Until we fall asleep But now my dreams  Are all i have For your friendship…

Symbolism

I love nature The rain On a warm Summer day The trees as They turn In the fall But most of all I love watching & Dreaming of change For bunnies have fun Snuggling & Frolicking all day but The rabbit hole Is very dark While The cardinal Is ever so regal Stretching it’s wings…

Hello Angel

I know your love Is still true How I wish I never made, You blue For every Silly New  Love song Makes me, think of you And today… It was almost, as if You were singing confessed Your love And begged me To let go You never did know how to tell me no but…

Love is Blind

I messed up I thought I was Mother of the Year Affectionate, kind, and understanding “My children are undoubtedly Loved” … I was wrapped up In Fears of abandonment blinded by anger & regret Finally I open my eyes the ship  is sinking We are drowning but  I’m not equipped to save us

Forgiveness

I fear I am Pushing you away I fear  I can not stop  For love  Knows no end And I have not Found one That  fit So perfectly You gave me  Hope for tomorrow  Let me Know  True Love Once more I need your  Hand to guide me Please don’t  Leave me alone To fight…

Self Diagnosis

Never label yourself broken beyond repair claiming yourself a monster and self hatred get you nowhere Trust me, I once believed it too I was lonely and scared but there is a reason they call it self-love And profess It will come once you stop searching For it is easy to get lost in the woods…

Ignorant Love

Please forgive me I knew not Of real Love I was ignorant And careless With your heart And had I known You’d mean This much to me I would have Never agreed To be exclusive For i could Have salvaged Your heart If only I had of waited a little longer Gave us a Little…

Believe

The more i try To let you go The more I want you You see, I always believed Men only wanted “One thing” Then i found you With eyes Like an ocean I could drown in Their depth You pushed me Against the wall Staired into my soul Then kissed me It was then You…

As Seasons Change

I’ve never been  The girl, who believes In fairytales  But If i did Mine would be  A tradegy  I found love, At 16  But he couldnt stay Obligation and fear Kept him away Yet, It was easy  to hold on No one had Put me on  a pedestal before Even as life Was determined it…